AFTERTHOUGHTS -

2009-11-01T07:37:00.000-08:00

i got a new blog at tumblr,

http://ahappyday-.tumblr.com

yes, i know, im fickle minded.
i changed blogs like nobody's business.
i cant bear to leave blogger too.
but who knows,
maybe one day i'll come running back to blogspot.
HAHAHA.

BUT TILL THEN,
i'll be using tumblr for now.

BYE PEOPLE. =(

2009-10-26T09:50:00.000-07:00

IM MISSING IN ACTION AND I DUN LIKE IT!!! OMG.
=((((((((((((((((

i haven been gg to the lounge ever since school started. things have been real busy with the wake. =X
but i like the hanging out with my cousins part though.

ANW, a quick update on my busy week

monday- 1st day of school!! met up with may and gang after training at smu, did martin's present and prepare to send him off.=(((

tuesday- went to the airport at 230am to send martin off, tears and tears and more tears=(( super irritating!! slacked at the airport with kevinn, lt, lav and keiths, refusing to go home because (at least for me) i dun want to face the fact that i've lost a friend physically. went home at 12pm, slept throughout because im way too tired to think about anything, anymore. =(

wedensday- went to school for modern, sprained my leg during the jump, ryan got angry at us=( head over to prac with ter, henry,and suria, head home after that. HONGRU'S BIRTHDAY=)

thursday- woke up in the morning, and received the news about yeye's death, head over to granny's and stayed here the whole day, chanting prayers, and folding paper money for him.

friday- head to school then to practice at ter's studio, then to lt's birthday celebration, (hope u enjoyed it girl=)) I SAW CLAR AND SINGYEE! AHAHAH! anw, cabbed dwn to granny's for more prayers after that and stayed over there.

saturday- performance day!! omg. im super tired though, met up with jer at 12 to train recital steps till 2 then met suria and head to vivo where we met up with ter henry and emily. (i shall update about the performance in detail again ) anw, went back to granny's after that and hang out with cousins again at bball court.

sunday- wanted to head over to osch for recital training but was stopped by mummy,=X so i got to give training a miss because all of us got to stay at the funeral to help out. and so, i stayed there the whole day and studied abit for my olevel eng. however i went home to rest because i got Os the next day.

monday (which is today)- woke up early in the morning to study with sis at macs, then head to HSCS for the exam, it was okay i guess, maybe because i took it before. so this time round i dont get all giittery and nervous about it. head home afterwards to change and head to granny's again. did this prayer in hokkien (which i cnnt catch half the time) =X

hahah.OKAY.
finished updatiing!! lols.
got to slp now! BYE PPLE!=)

2009-10-18T11:35:00.000-07:00

kevin's 21st chalet on fri-sat,
mummy flying off to china on sat morning,
amazing race after that,
slacking at nicole's house,
recital training the next day,
followed by K-BOXING at kallang leisure park with martin and gang,
met up with jerrold and gou gou after that and
HOME SWEET HOME.=)

an eventful weekend,
SUPER BUSY AND OCCUPIED.
TIRING BUT, I LIKE=)

anw, sorry tunyith ( dont really know how to spell it )!!!!!!!!!
was too tired after my amazing race and all to go ton at the chalet.!!
shall make it up to you pple when sch reopen kays!! OUTINGS AND DINNERS!!
sorry clubber!! =X

so now, afew more hours to school,
hopefully im all geared up tmr.!!
i need stationaries!!!
pens! pencil! liquid paper! hahah
shall head to the shop tmr before lesson!
okay gtg now.
NIGHTS PEOPLE!=)

finally, im back to school=)

2009-10-18T11:18:00.000-07:00

okay, i know its abit over rated, but still, this is the video that inspired me when im at the verge to stop dance, period. =)

I LIKE=)

2009-10-16T03:58:00.000-07:00

I CUT MY HAIRRRRRRRRR!!!! LOLS!

so unexpected and random.

at first, i just want to dye my black roots, but in the end, i dye my whole head into a lighter shade and cut it short at the sides. OMG.

so random, i like=)

with my hair infront

without the long hair.

i got this urge to just cut away the long hair behind, but omg.

i know i will confirm regret it soon after i step out of the salon=X

HAHAHA.

___________________________________________

ANW, sang KARAOKE with may, yanti, fatin, iman and martin at bedok.

its the last time we are gg to gather tgt WITH MARTIN around=X

omg. its hard, to let the truth sink in.

its weird to know that i wont see this friend of mine anytime soon

or if i dont go over to NY, i wont be able to see him anymore.=X

no more hanging out after dance, no more disturbing him, no more sessioning tgt, no more random outings, no more clubbing sessions.=(

hey shing yuk yu brother!

please do come back and visit kays.

i'll miss you. even though we always disturb each other and all,

im really glad to have you there in my poly journey.=)

thanks for being there with ur advices and sometimes himbotic comments!

<3!!

take care at NY and BE A DOPE DANCER OKAY!!

SHALL SEE U IN YOUTUBE, UNDER THE MOST VIEWS CAT.!

2009-10-13T09:26:00.000-07:00

SUN TANNING AT AUST IS LOVE=)

there is alot that i want to blog about but i seriously dont know where to start.
tons of photos to upload (lazy!!), lots to say but little is done=X
omg. i need to stop being so lazy and start doing something.
school is starting in like 5 days time
and i haven prepared myself for it.
this week is pack to the max and MARTIN IS LEAVING NEXT TUES!!=((
AWWW.. im going to miss you like hell!!
no more crapping around, no more advices, no more sessioning, no more learning new stuff from you. OMG. im gg to miss you!! shall visit you soon if i can!! NEW YORK CITY.!!
SUPER COOL! hahaha.

okay, gtg watch my drama now.!!
BYE PEOPLE=))

2009-10-12T12:08:00.000-07:00

i think i kinda miss being back there at aust. =X

the nice weather, the beautiful skies, clear blue sea and friendly people.

being there means being worry free, no commitments, no pressure, no heahache.

loved it=)

anw, some time back during suntec finals, keiths said something like " the happiest people are always the one with most problems."

and i totally agree with him.

its just that people dont bother asking or taking another step to understand them.

so this world will forever remain the way it is,

the happy ones will forever smile, and the sad ones will always be the one people console and support.

hah, superfical?

like totally.

** not refering to anything in particular. im just trying to blog out something i observed.

okay. got to slp now.

byee=)

2009-10-10T23:49:00.000-07:00

IM BACKKKK!! LOLS.

it has been a wonderful getaway there. (even though i got guilty for not gg for the recital training on wed.) the weather there was wonderful, the people are friendly and laid back.

i have a lot of fun there, took tons of photo and shall upload them soon!!
till then!!

off to suria's house now!
BYEE=)

2009-10-04T03:27:00.000-07:00

OKAY BYE PEOPLE!!! IM GOING OFF TO AUST NOW.
shall be back in a week time with photos photos and more photos=)
lols.

ps: im going to miss everything here!!
recital, dance, family, friends. arghhhhhh!!!!
OKAY BYE=)

2009-10-01T08:42:00.000-07:00

EVEN THOUGH ITS ALIL' LATE,

HAPPY BELATED 19 BIRTHDAY MY LONGEST FRIEND EVER=)
JOCELYN YEO.

im sorry, i cant meet u today because i need to go to my granny's.
and i promise you that i'll make it up to you when i come back from aust, okay!
we should really meet up. i miss you, and the days when we were super close to the extend (like wad aud said on fb) "...when slience are comfortable too." i think, it doesnt only applies to relationship but also friendship. i know all of us changed, went on with our own life and all, but despite that, i will always leavc a spot for you in mine.

love you, sis
=)

2009-10-01T07:34:00.000-07:00

I MISS BAKING!! lols.

anw, decided to give the latern festival and combase vetting a miss and spend time at my granny's. im like MIA-ING, because i seriously need some ME time alone. not having to entertain, not having to talk, to smile, to think and to do anything. its just me alone, doing things i want to do for myself. no commitments=)
i felt guilty thou, for not helping out at the shop, but im tired. really am.
sometimes, i just want to sleep till 11plus in the morning, dress up, head to town with friends, catch a movie, roam around, slack at any cafe dwn the street and people watch, then maybe grab some food later on in the evening then go to the beach or sth to slack and htht under the stars or sth=)
its been so long, ever since i actually went out like that.
and i kinda missed it. =X

2009-09-27T08:20:00.001-07:00

" life is like photography, we use the negatives to develop"

2009-09-27T08:13:00.000-07:00

how nice would it be if
im your tinker bell
you are my peter pan.
and we'll fly off to never never land.

but its a pity,
life doesnt work that way
things can never be as perfect
even diamonds have their own flaws.
let alone humans.

2009-09-25T20:36:00.000-07:00

when the time comes,
the gate will open and hopefully papa will be there to guide you.
so just give him your hands,
close your eyes,
and make your way up to paradise.
at least, its less painful up there.
you will be free.

even so,
i'll miss you, yeye.

2009-09-25T04:37:00.000-07:00

i think pictures express way better than words.
at least, it stays=))

2009-09-24T10:35:00.000-07:00

i wonder, if i can over look the flaws one have and accept whoever he/she is like.
its hard, really, esp when u seek for perfection. no it isnt wrong to aim for 100% who doesnt want to aim high, its just whether if you are willing to settle for the second best.

**BTP, i know its hard, really. i know because im gg through the same thing too. whether or not to accept or to come to terms with it, its ur choice, ur decision. but i'll be there for you!
and yes, you are right, an escape is what we need the most now. i cant wait!!
<3!!

2009-09-23T21:13:00.000-07:00

BLINDED BY THE TRUTH.

i miss the school days where i'll just attend lesson in the morning, slack w my classmates during breaks, head to lounge after school for awhile, then find the clique or dance peeps to chill out then meet six at mushroom for empire dinner or su dinner/gathering.
i miss the feeling of saying hi to everyone in school, going crazy with pple, treating tp like my home. i miss the "i dont care how tak glam i look" and the camp language we use in school =X
i miss the sunset sessions and SP and htht session with besties at bus concourse. awww.. i just freaking miss the other "me" the me that was hidden ever since SIP and dance came in. now that SIP is gone, im going to find that side of me back. its the key to the crazy side of me, and i want it back.

=)

2009-09-22T10:18:00.000-07:00

^^
hahahaha.

it just got me thinking of you.*
=( no no no no no.

CLUBBING PHOTOS!

2009-09-22T09:19:00.000-07:00

ALL THANKS TO MY LOVELY MAIN DARL FOR ALL THE PHOTOS TAKEN THT NIGHT=)
hahaha. i had fun.
and we should do this again! friday movie=)
loves!

ME, MAIN AND JO

JO AND HR sweet!

BFFAE=))

LOVABLES!

WEIRONG U SUPER IRRITATING!!lol

kevin bro=)

main darling!=)

=)) lovely night<3!!!

2009-09-21T09:44:00.000-07:00

i dont want to leave this blog hanging like that but i couldnt blog well while using jerriel's computer. writer's block? i guess so.

anyway, i had an eventful week. really. omg. baking sessions, shopping trips, clubbing session, dance, birthday party, suntec finals etc. so much things had happend last week. and i cant wait to blog everything out. you see, feelings are important, but they changed. eg, i can feel happy now but angry later on, so its impossible for me to blogged out how i feel. but the memories stay. happy ones, sad ones, impactful ones, meaningful ones and everlasting ones. its sth i would like to keep, and take them out to reminise when im old w wrinkles. hahaha. then, i'll show my grandchildren all the fun times i had once had in my life. =))

hahah. fixing my lappy tmr=)
till then ~

2009-09-15T11:27:00.000-07:00

BUBBLES MAKE ME HAPPY=)

i hope they do for you too.

i hate my blog more and more now. why can everyone else blogged out their own thoughts so openly? and what izzit that is stopping me from doing so too. =X often i asked myself that question but yet did i get a reply.

and yes, certain things i got to find my own answers, take my own path and bear my own decisions. i know its hard. but i need o carry on because there is no way i can take the return route now. so bless me.=)

2009-09-15T08:45:00.000-07:00

i miss vonique and our trainings and all those bim/himbotics moments!
aww.. now that the rest of them got combase and the rest with sip
i felt sooooo BORED!! arghhh

AFTER A LONG THOUGHT, i decided to take away that post i made ealier, so its okay if u didnt see it and those who did, just act like u didnt =)

2009-09-12T11:36:00.000-07:00

happy pills?
i've got plenty=)

dance class today ( was so disappointed at myself, was totally off form today. =X), lunch with tpde peeps, head dwn to dynasty travel with lt, then to iceskating=)

anw, japan trip is cancelled!!=(
the tour agent called us and said that there wasnt enough people to form the grp.
so we decided to go korea in the end.
okay yes i went there before like so many times.
but this time round is different
its not in the winter, im going over to jeju island and im not going with my family!
HAHA. COOL=)
BTP, i cant wait YO! lols.
the turkey trip can wait.
its far too long for a trip there now. omg. =)
LOL. okay uhhs. got to slp now.
if nt i'll be late tmr.
HAHA.
NIGHTS EVERYBODY=)

class outing!!

2009-09-10T10:03:00.000-07:00

after sooooo long, finally, we met up for supposingly prawning but in the end prata and k session.
attendance: me, shortie, liza, ql and long, joe, jeff, kaijuan, queenie, badd and chun chun.

thats like jeff's friend which joined us for karaoke.=)

misses!

lovely dovey!!=)

himbo and auntie!

the guys. HAHA. CHUN CHUN SHAVED BOTAK!

see ya soon kays! tc in army!

meet up soon pple, next up sentosa?!! LOL.

2009-09-09T01:55:00.000-07:00

once again back to the indecisive moments where i dont really know what to choose or rather be like. and this time round i cant really ask anyone for opnions because after all, its just me facing the consequences alone.

OMG. I.SERIOUSLY.DONT.KNOW.WHAT.TO.DO.ANYMORE.
okay. gtg for modern now.
im going to screw up my chero. shit
BYEE.

2009-09-09T01:22:00.000-07:00

A RANDOM POST=)

i think this is just enough for me to slp in with.
i need no pillow and boaster no more. =)
HAHAHAH.

=)

2009-09-08T21:37:00.000-07:00

i am such an easily contented girl =)

2009-09-07T10:33:00.000-07:00

went for combase auditions just now.

saw the juniors audit for the items and cant help but wonder are we like that one year ago.

looking back at the time when we are all freaked out when it comes to auditions.

dancing seems soo hard and unbelievable for me.

after all that i've gone through in this one year,

letting dance into my life. &

now something i cannt live without.

ironic uhhs.

now that suntec has come to an end for VONIQUE

its time for me to brush up my skills again,

free style, i still haven totally free myself from the external factors yet.

and techniques. omg. i need to go for more open class and session people!!
oschool recital up next,

and japan trip,

and design courses!!

omg. so much to catch up on.

as usual, so litle time.

ps: im going prawning tmr!!!=)

2009-09-07T01:46:00.000-07:00

"It is better to lose your pride to the one you love than to lose the one you love to your pride."
totally true.=)

2009-09-06T03:21:00.001-07:00

i finally got joanna's link right!!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGG! lol

2009-09-06T01:37:00.000-07:00

you learn from the smallest mistake to be the greater man ahead.

how is it like to stop wearing knee guards and truely enjoy urself

is the pain from falling bearable enough for you

questions.

photos!

2009-09-05T22:19:00.000-07:00

opps. super late photos.

suntec aud and cinderella on ice!! hahah.

shall upload more when i come back later!!

BYEE!!

a random post=)

2009-09-05T07:36:00.000-07:00

i just want to type something now.
so here i am=)

anw,
CONGRATS TO APPENDIX D !!
OMG. FINALS=) JIAYOU OKAYS!
and for those who didnt get in (which i personally think they really should,)
dun fret, and cheer up.
i really think u guys did great.
triple t, RJR, FN, ter, joey, and jean
(okay, i dun think they willever read this but oh wells=) haha)

got to go back to work now.
closing for the shop then off home for a nice long bathe.
something im looking forward to, after a long tired day out.

PS: I HATE MY HAIR NOW. SUPER SHORT FRINGE CAN!!! OMGGGGGGGGG.
PS2: party next friday with NWES, outing with besties, dancing, and open class next week!
icant wait=)

2009-09-02T21:25:00.000-07:00

yes, i haven been blogging about everything that happens,
last day of attachment,
suntec competition heats,
ESPN competition,
TRIP TO JAPAN,
cinderalla story- iceskating.
OSCH recital,
monday shopping trip with BTP,
tuesday outing with VONIQUE,SAPPHIRE, BI and AFTER SEVEN to Kbox or movie then dinner.
and ytd, helping out at shop.
LOL.

shall update soon when i upload all the photos.
after all, whats a proper post without any photos=)

loves!!

dance

2009-09-02T21:17:00.000-07:00

somehow, it becomes something i cannot leave without now, period.
haven been dancing for 3 days and i feel,
super weird and uneasy.
i used to say, dance is not going to be my everything.
im not to going to dance in my future,
im not going to see it as a career,
but little do i know,
how addicted im i to it.

maybe its just a passing phrase,
maybe its everything to me.
who knows.
=)

2009-09-02T09:40:00.001-07:00

new blogskin DONE=))
simple and plain. i like.
LOL.

and i think it feels more like me now.
a place for after thoughts?!
definately.

UPDATES SOON!!
DRAMA CRAZE NOW.

ps: thanks to suria and serene, now im addicted to meichan no shitsuji!!
i want a butler too!!
=X

2009-08-27T02:14:00.000-07:00

one day left before i officially end my attachment. OMG.
TIME FILES.
=X

by next week, i will be free to meet up with pple i've been missing.
have time to catch up with each other's life.
have time to help mummy out,
have time to do things i like
have time for myself.
wooowwwww~

PS:OSCHOOL RECITAL RESULTS IS STILL NOT OUT!!
OMG,im being alil too paranoid about it alrdy.
=X rahhhhhhhhh

lovely night.

2009-08-26T12:08:00.000-07:00

I CAN HEAR THE RAIN SHOWER OUTSIDE MY WINDOWS.
its so, peaceful.
i haven feel like that for so long.
so peaceful, so quiet.
=)

2009-08-26T11:05:00.000-07:00

before training started just now,
we were talking about our secondary schools,
and guess what,
IM SO GLAD I WENT CORAL.
even though the school song sucks
the school rules are so stupid and dumb
and its not one of the best school in town,
the memories i had with the people and the building is irreplaceable.

ps: we actually drew on our a maths practice paper.
cool or what?! SUPER LOVE!

2009-08-22T17:54:00.000-07:00

OMG.
i think blogger had encounter some problems with dwnloading pictures now=(
rahhh!!! anw, i just realised i didnt really blogged for a week now=X
haha. was too busy sip-ing in the day and dancing at night.
by the time i reached home im like dead tired to even blog anymore.

anw, monday was main bday, so joce and me went over to her house at 11.30pm to give her her last surprise before she ends her bday=) i hope u like what we planned for you darl, even thou its abit last min and short celebration.
haha.
LOVE YOU MY BEST GIRLFRIEND=)

ps: OSCHOOL RECITAL AUDITIONS LATER!!
=x AHHHHHHH!!!

2009-08-18T08:36:00.000-07:00

A PICTURE SAYS A THOUSAND WORDS.
THE PAST IS MISSED.

2009-08-17T02:31:00.000-07:00

OKAY. STH IS WRONG WITH BLOGGER.
I CANNOT VIEW MY PHOTOS =(
arghhh.
anw, VONIQUE GOT INTO THE HEATS=)
hahaha. and congrats to the rest who got in too!
sapphire, basic instinct, senior's team and the rest who got in!=))
and for the rest who didnt
dun be sad, u guys did a great job. really=))
eulene's bday celebration on sunday
and darling main's bday today!

shall update more when i reached home
hahaha. off from work now!
BYEE=)

LEFT HANDED DAY=)

2009-08-13T02:19:00.000-07:00

mummy and uncle told me that today is INTERNATIONAL LEFT HANDED DAY=)
LOL. SUPER COOL uhhs.
ps: stats have shown that 2500 left handed people are killed from right handed products each year. OMG.
HELLO, START MAKING LEFT HANDED PRODUCTS, INVENTORS!!
USER FRIENDLY YO.
hahahahha

2009-08-13T01:42:00.000-07:00

For the 1st time of my 19 years living,
I decided to step out of my own comfort zone and try something different,
Free styling, competing in competitions and trying out new styles and genres.
It’s hard, it always is.
All the opposing factors I got to face,
Sometimes it gets so hard so much so that giving up becomes one of the options I seriously consider.
BUT THANK GOD,
Im glad I didn’t in the end=)

SUNTEC COMP on Saturday, which is, 2 days away. =X
OMG. I seriously hope I wont screw up.
I wont I wont I wont.
Its going to turn out fine.
After all that we’ve gone through
=) we can do it.

Child abuse

2009-08-12T19:23:00.000-07:00

My name is Sarah
I am but three,
my eyes are swollen
I cannot see .
I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
what else could have made
my daddy so mad?

I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
then maybe my Mommy
would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all,
I can't do a wrong
or else I'm locked up
all the day long.

When I awake I'm all alone
the house is dark
my folks aren't home.

When my Mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
so maybe I'll get just
one whipping tonight.

Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
my daddy is back
from Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse
my name he calls
I press myself
against the wall…
I try and hide
from his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping
he shouts ugly words,
he says its my fault
that he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me
and yells at me more,
I finally get free
and I run for the door.

He's already locked it
and I start to bawl,
he takes me and throws me
against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
with my bones nearly broken,
and my daddy continues
with more bad words spoken.

'I'm sorry!' I scream
but its now much too late
his face has been twisted
into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain
again and again
oh please God, have mercy!
oh please let it end!

And he finally stops
and heads for the door,
while I lay there motionless
sprawled on the floor.

My name is Sarah
and I am but three,
tonight my daddy
murdered me.
_______________________

why are there people of the extremes living in this world.?
sadistic bunch of freaks.

2009-08-11T09:51:00.000-07:00

MUMMY!! <3!>

SIS AND BRO. omg. cool uhhs=)

BIBI DARLING=)

ONE OF THE BABIES, (NAME UNKNOWN) HAHAHHA.

taking photos with SLR is a total new experience.

clear, sharp and wow.

now i just got to brush up my photography skills.

LOL. i got to learn,

how to take beautiful photos.

so that i can keep them for memory sake.

PS: i learn how to take photos. not just be in them.

BUT, it'll be perfect if DSLR can take self shot uhhs.

HAHAHA.

OKAY. I STILL WANT TO BE IN THE PHOTOS IF POSSIBLE.

eh, its good to be ALIL self obessed.

LOL.

ps2: training today was productive.

hope we will carry on like that throughout.

VONIQUE <3!!>

jiayou people! 4 more days=)

same goes to the other teams too!!

martin's grp, jesscy's grp, nicole's grp, and the senior's grp!!

we can do it=)

PUPPET

2009-08-09T18:58:00.000-07:00

so much to say.
lil that i can voiced out.

2009-08-09T11:29:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLFRIEND=)
with much love!<3
from unknown strangers to TPDE juniors, DRC, TPDE seniors then to VONIQUE=)
im really glad we take the effort to know each other.
take care babe and see ya later!!
HAHAHHA.

butterfly effect.

2009-08-09T10:55:00.000-07:00

Butterfly effect
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For other uses, see Butterfly effect (disambiguation).

Point attractors in 2D phase space.
The butterfly effect is a phrase that encapsulates the more technical notion of sensitive dependence on initial conditions in chaos theory. Small variations of the initial condition of a dynamical system may produce large variations in the long term behavior of the system. This is sometimes presented as esoteric behavior, but can be exhibited by very simple systems: for example, a ball placed at the crest of a hill might roll into any of several valleys depending on slight differences in initial position.
It is a common subject in fiction when presenting scenarios involving time travel and with "what if" scenarios where one storyline diverges at the moment of a seemingly minor event resulting in two significantly different outcomes.

this is the time when all the 'what ifs' started coming out
what if i did this, what if i did that.
sometimes, i cant helped but too, imagine or rather wonder what will happen if i can go back to the past and change what ever that happened 12 yrs ago.
everything will be different now.
i will never know who ever i know now.
all my childhood memories will changed, like totally.
omg. will i ever want that to happen.
sometimes i wonder.
=X
a tough decision.

ps: btw, i really think this is a good movie.
hahaha. im craving for part two now.
shall head over to the fair tmr at dwn town to get it=)
HAHAHA.
OKAY OFF TO BED NOW
NIGHTS PEOPLE.

2009-08-08T21:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!

LOL.

finally, a day without dance. (dont get me wrong. i still love dancing alot.)

a day to relax and put time in other stuffs=)

suntec's coming and i know we cant affort to slack.

but today, is a good day to relax and rest our body.

gg out with fam now.

byee=)

2009-08-06T10:20:00.000-07:00

understanding is not enough,
i need the encouragement.
whats everything without an assurance.
if you know me,
u should know how insecure i feel everytime sth happens.
how sensitive am i to each and every actions.
and how can i link every single un relavant details in my head tgt
and come to a conclusion that is so ever out of the world.
however, if you really know me,
i wont have to start on this blog post at all.
we are stubborn,
i know, we all are, after all, its in the blood.

2009-08-05T01:27:00.001-07:00

i'll wait till the day when i can do whatever i want

till then,

will be the day when i can go back to the right side.

the place where i always long to be at.

dream of the best.

the journey by mary oliver

One day you finally knew

What you had to do, and began

Though the voices around you

Kept shouting Their bad advice -

Though the whole house

Began to tremble

And you felt the old tug

At your ankles

"Mend my life!"

Each voice cried.

But you didn't stop.

You knew what you had to do,

Though the wind pried

With its stiff fingers

At the very foundations,

Though their melancholy

Was terrible.

It was already lateEnough,

and a wild night,

And the road full of fallen stones.

But little by little,

As you left their voices behind,

The stars began to burn

Through the sheets of clouds,

And there was a new voice,

Which you slowly recognized as your own,

That kept you company

As you strode deeper and deeperInto the world,

Determined to do

The only thing you could do

-Determined to save

The only life you could save.

cool shit=)

2009-08-04T16:10:00.000-07:00

I dont know how much stronger can i go anymore.

theres' a reason why words like limits, maximum etc exist.

i need a break through.

an enlightment.

2009-08-04T09:06:00.000-07:00

SURIA =)

CHANSEE=)

VERON=)

AH JESS=)

hahaha. okay, i just want to intro them officially on my blog.=)

LOL.

2009-08-03T17:24:00.000-07:00

HELLO im back to blogging now=)

hahah. i need to make a point to blog if i can everyday.

having your mind cramp with thoughts and words you want to say isnt really a good thing to feel. so might as well, find some time and blog it out yeah?!!

ANYWAY, i think im the lowest but IM HAPPY THAT WE PULL OFF THAT GARDEN ASIA PERFORMANCE LAST SATURDAY!!

last min trainings,

late night supper/dinner,

stupid random jokes,

crazy camwhoring

everything is worth it=)

presenting HIDDEN AGENDA..

AH J, ME, CHANSEE, VERON, AND SURIA!!

a wonderful get away on a sunny saturday

away from the city,

away from the technologies,

away from the crowd

away from everything=)

super beautiful place uhhs.

and we were discussing how nice izzit if we can just move in and stay there.

they got everything,

kitchen, toilet, living room,

oh, i think we need the beds

then it'll be P R E F E C T!

LOL.

so, with gen's fyp down,

whats left is suntec now.

VONIQUE!!

we can do it right?!! after so much we've been through,

things that only we can feel it,

the commitments, the problems we faced

if all these are the worst,

what more we cant overcome=)

<3!!!

KOIZORA

2009-07-30T09:11:00.000-07:00

even though the show got a predictedable story line,

even though its just another typical love story with a tragic ending,

even though i watch it like more than 3 times,

even though its outdated now...

but i still love the show alot. alot ALOT. ALOT

hahaha.
thanks estee for the photos!! lols.

(im going to keep khj's one to myself! hah!)

ANYWAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BFFAE, TAN PEIYUN!!!

LOLS. IM SORRY IF WE DIDNT REALLY CELEBRATE IT BY GOING OUT BECAUSE OF OUR BUSY SCHEDULE AND HOPE U LIKE THE SUPRISE!!

AHAHHA. SHIT. WE SHOULDNT ASKED UR SISTER TO GO DISTURB YOU.

LOL. give you ur present on another day kays!! and UR DINNER TOO!=)

THANKS FOR BEING A GREAT FRIEND TO ME <3

(i'll always rmb the times when i bombarded you with all my problems, rantings, complains)

thanks for being there whenever im feeling down.=)

from the not too close sitting buddy in sec one,

to the gossip buddy w weili in sec two,

to same clique w many problems and fun and joy and tears and classic moments in sec three

to friends that learn and grow tgt through all the tough times and fights we have in the past in sec four.

we went on our own route soon after but nver failed to keep in contact.

although its hard, but we tried and thankfully,

our hardwork paid off and to today,

the seventh yr of our friendship,

im so proud to say, im lucky to have you as my friend, gossip buddy, happy pill, AND BFFAE=)

BEST FRIEND FOREVER AND EVER.

i hope the few of us will still stay as close

till the point when we are all married with kids

so that we can bring them out tgt and make sure they are friends with each another just like us.

hahahah. loves!!!

2009-07-29T09:30:00.000-07:00

was arranging my photos and happened to chance upon this photo.
took this during the iitsc night walk for week zero.
LOL.LOL.LOL.
we look so retarded here.
HAHAHA.
MORE LIKE POW THEN THE SUPPOSINGLY GHOST.
OMG.

2009-07-28T08:57:00.000-07:00

some people got to search a lifetime for it.

some don't.

some work so hard to get what they want

and some are just plain lucky

so which one are you?.

professionalism

2009-07-28T08:43:00.000-07:00

i travelled all the way from woodlands to novena, to city hall then to boonlay and lastly tamp today. OMG. its like a one day trip around the country today. HAH.

anw, i think i learnt alot this year,
from SIP, to dance, family and friends.
some good some bad. i learn and i lose
sometimes i just keep running and running and running till i dont even know where am i heading to anymore.
i see the reality world and how people react to different kinds of situations
and finally, i realised, i cannot stay inside my comfort zone anymore.
its time to grow up.
things wont fall into places like how they did in the past.
i need to piece them tgt if i want it to be picture perfect.

2009-07-27T01:00:00.000-07:00

im turning into a glutton soon!!=((
shit. have been eating alot ever since friday.
sushi lunch buffet, 56 plates
and today, sakae buffet, 107 plates plus desert for a table for seven
OH MY. thank god im still dancing everyday to burn away those irritating fats.

anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIWEN!!
HAHAH. HOPE U LIKE WHAT WE GOT FOR YOU!!=)

suntec comp in less then a month now.
go VONIQUE!
WE CAN DO IT LOVES!!
hahaha.
training for gen's fyp later at nyp.
arghhh. im going to take a long bus ride home later!
okay. off to work now. byee people!!

ps: i'll blog more often soon.
hahahah. =)

ULU PANDAN ROAD!

2009-07-22T09:11:00.000-07:00

went out with apple, fy, meiwei and rayna and tataa!
i came across this ulu pandan road at holland v.
okay, i know im slowww-_-
but its just a cheap thrill i indulged myself in=)

went science centre for da vinc exhibition on sunday with max, lishan, qiwen, patrick, benny and ben. =) i swear its super tiring to travel from one end of singapore to the other-_-
hahaha. but im glad i went because i learn alot from tht trip=)
i love the last super painting and the history behind everything.
HAHAHAH. WHAT MORE TO SAY,
DA VINC WAS A GENIUS.

modern today was taught by mel because ryan couldnt make it.=X
did the normal stretching and practice more on our turns and kicks=)
JONAS WED CLASS after that at tcc
thanks for teaching us the basic techniques for dance.
open circle after that and comments for everyone.
im glad i went for the session today.
i learnt alot.
=))

PS: im super awake but i got to go to bed soon =S
i got to be at khatib at 930 tmr.
OH MY GOD.
I BETTER WAKE UP ON TIME.
OR ELSE JERLYN WILL KILL ME. =X
ahahhahaha.
BYEE`

O.M.G

2009-07-21T18:18:00.000-07:00

guess what, one of the baby hamsters was dead because his/her father chew his/her head off.=X
super disgusting uhhs. =(
and at the same time saddening because that was the super lively and cute baby i have my eyes on.
=(

off for modern class now.
BYEE`

2009-07-19T19:16:00.000-07:00

THE TALK IN TOWN NOW IS GETTING INTO UNI,
orientations, new sch environment, new friends, new life

whereas, im still stuck in work
no, dun get me wrong, i still love TP and SIP
but its the feelings that is so ever over whelming again.
being a freshie all over again=)
just like 2 years ago when i first step into tp
im never going to miss my FO orientation when i got into uni,
but hell where im i going to head to,
overseas? local uni?
somethings in the future are not meant to be revealed
i hope i find my ans soon.=)!!!!

2009-07-17T09:39:00.000-07:00

i dun like my bangs now=((
took off my extensions ytd. i had fun shopping alone though.
spend quite alot on clothes, hair treatment and hair cut.
didnt really like the idea of shopping alone but i think i need some time for myself,
so i decided to go shop around before the HP movie.
im afraid, initially, but soon adapted to the fact that shopping doesnt have to be with friends and all, its okay to walk around town, looking at stuffs u like, taking ur own sweet time, slowing down your pace and people watch. =)

rushed dwn to downtown for HP after that,
the show was OKAY LAH.
not that i dun like it but the fact that i read the book makes me expect way more than whats being shown on screen. but the fact that they TRIED to put every single detail in shows that its not that they dont want it to be long but they got their own rules and constraints.
nevertheless, im still waiting for the 7th and last movie. it'll be good wont it?!
im willing to wait, for the nicest effect and stoy plot.=)
im sure nicole will agree with me. right cab buddy?!!!

HAHAHHAHA.

<3

2009-07-17T08:11:00.000-07:00

omg. HYUN JOONG IS SOOOOO CUTEEE!!!

OMGOMGOMGOMG

=))

NEW OUTLOOK=)

2009-07-16T01:51:00.000-07:00

NEW BLOGSKIN IS <3!!!!!

CREDITS TO JERLYN!!
=))

2009-07-14T21:29:00.000-07:00

despite trying so hard, i still, cannot get myself out of this empty and sad feeling im having since ytd. i feel so tired, wanting to go somewhere but my mind couldnt give me the answer. its always like that, isn't it. since primary to secondary to poly and now SIP, and im still as indecisve as ever, sometimes, i wonder, how much will one see to the fact that my indecisive-ness is because i don't want to lose any of my close ones.

ps: i cabbed from changi to woodlands today. =((
im BROKE.

2009-07-14T17:47:00.000-07:00

IM FREAKING LATE FOR WORK.
SHIT

2009-07-14T10:06:00.000-07:00

STUPID BLOGGER HAS JUST DELETED MY POST.
it supposed to be one of the emo days where i feel like blogging.
but ohwells, blogger got it's reasons for not letting at post be seen by the public.

anw, i finished reading HP and the deathly hallows for the 2nd time!
and still, the story is still as exciting and addictive.
going to catch the movie this week!
I CANT WAITTTTTTT=)))
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

now i feel empty because im like being suck out of the magical world i long to be in (i rather fight againist the dark wizards then to be in the reality world, anytime) it feels so weird.
now i got to find sth else to keep me occupied.
=X

HP IS STILL THE BEST.
WHOOO.

2009-07-09T22:54:00.000-07:00

RULE 1You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!(So people reading this, if you want an explanation.. comment.)

Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes , delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends to answer this.

Then see what happens.--
Asked someone to marry you--- innocent
Kissed one of your Facebook friends?--- guilty
Danced on a table in a bar?--- innocent
Ever told a lie?--- guilty
Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?--- guilty
Ever kissed someone of the same sex?--- guilty
Kissed a picture?--- guilty
Slept in until 5 PM?--- guilty
Fallen asleep at work/school?--- guilty
Held a snake?--- innocent
Been suspended from school?--- innocent
Worked at a fast food restaurant?--- guilty
Stolen from a store?--- guilty
Been fired from a job?--- innocent
Done something you regret?--- guilty
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?--- innocent
Caught a snowflake on your tongue?--- innocent
Kissed in the rain?--- innocent
Sat on a roof top?--- guilty
Kissed someone you shouldn't?--- innocent
Sang in the shower?--- guilty
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?--- guilty
Shaved your head?--- innocent
Slept naked?--- innocent
Had a boxing membership?--- innocent
Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?--- guilty
Been in a band?--- innocent
Shot a gun?--- innocent
Donated Blood?--- innocent
Eaten alligator meat?--- innocent
Eaten cheesecake?--- guilty
Still love someone you shouldn't?--- innocent
Have/had a tattoo?--- innocent
Liked someone, but will never tell who?--- guilty
Been too honest?--- guilty
Ruined a surprise?--- guilty
Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you cant walk afterwards?--- guilty
Erased someone in your friends list?--- guilty
Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?--- guilty
Joined a pageant?--- innocent
Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?--- guilty
Had communication w/ your ex?--- innocent
DATING Someone?--- innocent
Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?--- innocent
A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney/tricycle fare?--- innocent
Get totally angry that you cried so hard?--- guilty
Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?--- guilty
Thought about suicide?--- innocent
Thought about murder?--- innocent
How bout mass murder?--- innocent
Tried illegal drugs and the like?--- innocent
Rode on a stranger's vehicle?--- innocent
Stalked someone?--- guilty
Been so drunk that you forget things that happened while you were intoxicated?--- innocent
Had a girlfriend/boyfriend?--- guilty

hahahahha. omg. im soooo bored.
but i dun want to tag people (LAZY)
HAHAHHA. SO TAG URSELF KAYS!!

2009-07-09T20:38:00.000-07:00

I FOUND ANOTHER BIMBO AT WORK!!
HAHAHAHHAHA

2009-07-09T20:12:00.000-07:00

I THINK, CLUB IS THE BEST PLACE TO FREE YOUR BODY AND REALLY JUST DANCE, DANCE AND DANCE.=)

im bored with my blog skin already, white is so... BORING.
hahha. i want a new skin!!
shall ask sis to create one for me. =)
anw, i think im blogging more and more superfical stuffs on my blog instead of my inner thoughts and feelings. maybe im just tired of going through every single feelings all over again, feeling the same way i feel, be it sad or happy, haha.
oh well, shall see how things go then,
and i think i need more pictures here.
its getting more and more wordy and boring!!!
hahahahhahahah

byee

2009-07-08T10:20:00.000-07:00

when darkness lurks between the both sides
and shadow is nowhere to be found.
day after day,
no matter how much i wanted it.
its still the same.

2009-07-08T10:12:00.000-07:00

omg. super long didnt blog already!!! =X
anw, short updates!

friday- went big sales with mf, qiwen, and max, then sleepover with bffaes=)
saturday- dance training, gen's fyp training, dinner and arcade
sunday- family day!
monday- open class at studio wu, candy's class=))
tuesday- met up with mummy, then home early!
wedensday- modern class, dinner then home!

ryan class today was good.
i love hearing his words of encouragements.
i wont give up. hes right about the fact that things wont get any worst
we will and can only climb up, improve and feel more.
=))

i hope things wont get as complicated.
why is life so weird in its own way,
sometimes, being simple is the best medicine.
isnt it so.

2009-07-05T20:10:00.000-07:00

i think i lost my blogging bug. =((
i've got a writer block. rahhhh!!

shall update about my weekend after i get them back.

2009-07-05T20:00:00.000-07:00

i got a wonderful dream today!!!!

HAHAHAHHA.
I DREAMT OF KIM HYUN JOONG=)
LOLS!!

2009-07-03T01:10:00.000-07:00

" you know you are in love when you cant fall asleep. because finally, reality is better than your dreams."

2009-07-02T00:41:00.000-07:00

a picture speaks a thousand words.

& i just need to pick afew of them out.

im just tired.

of thinking and trying to convince everyone else including myself

that fairytales always have a happy ending.

___

im not angry, or sad

i think im just empty.

once in a while, i think i need consoling and directions too.

______________

i think im seeing bits and pieces of myself.

ME AND MY LOUSY BODY

2009-06-30T23:05:00.000-07:00

I FREAKING SPEND 70 PLUS 80 DOLLARS ON THE DOCTORS!!
why am i like sick now? the golden period when everyone is trying their very best to improve, to be in their best condition for competitions, performance..
and here i am, sick. wth.

session-ed ytd. thanks lt for teaching what you learn from classes. and sorry for disrupting the session with all the stupid coughs.
whenever i want to exert energy on wad im doing,
my body will just give way .=Z
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! see see see, how to improve like that=((
shit.

i think im really hardworking these few days, i put in the effort to watch dance videos and try to pick up steps and the feel. so, please take this illness away, arghhhhh!!!!

MASS CONVO

2009-06-30T10:59:00.000-07:00

hahahahha.

WHO will ever go offline in the middle of the mass convo

WHO will not pick up her phone

AND GO DL THE LASTEST VERSION OF MSN

SO THAT SHE CAN HAVE THE SAME DP AS US.

WHO?!

2009-06-30T08:42:00.000-07:00

i was wondering why in the world i cannot link joanna up,
as in either blogger got problem,
or the link doesnt match with the one she has now.
but, i finally know the answer............

because i typed
jooooooooonna-jo.blogspot.com
instead of
joooooooooanna-jo.blogspot.com

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA.
=z

PS: wanjiaaaaaaaaa!! i link you alrdy!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL.

maybe i should change my blog to fiiiiiiiiiooooooooonnnnnnnn.blogspot.com
cool rightttt!!!

eh, no, im not changing, im kidding!

2009-06-30T01:35:00.000-07:00

my happy pills

not im not addicted.

im just ________

`giky

cough.cough.cough.cough.

2009-06-29T00:03:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHHHA.

is there another way to swallow your food?!
anything else is better than touching the throat.
=(

IM HUNGRY
& HOPEFULLY I'LL GET BETTER LATER
SO THAT I CAN GO FOR SU AGM. =/

2009-06-28T22:42:00.000-07:00

i think i got 1 million uclers growing on my throat.
even talking hurts now.
makes me dun feel like talking at all.=((

TBG was DOPEEEEE=))
but it sucks alot when i wanted to cheer and scream for all the groups but i cant because my throat freaking hurts and even clapping hands was tiring because i got no strength to clap them and im feeling super cold due to the fever. =(((
awwww... hate feeling sick.
nevertheless, im glad i stayed throughout=)
coolmint was freaking dope.
Ocrew was damn creative and WOW
LCL was damn entertaining with KS acting,
the overseas crew are dope shit. (so many of them, lazy to name lah=X)
the singapore crews did a great job
and last but not least,
WCO was a thumbs up.
im glad i stayed for their performance,
even though im like half dead
but still, they are like freaking cool
LOL.

omg. how much i feel like dancing now
and just dance till i drop dead
but i cant because i got no energy to
freak my illness,
u freaking come at the wrong time. =(

till then, im going to stick wad i said at marina barrage that night.
groove and lock.
WOOOO

2009-06-25T23:47:00.000-07:00

up and down like a roller coaster.

after a loonnngg timeeee

2009-06-25T21:21:00.000-07:00

HELLO AND BYEE.

A THOUSAND WORDS TO SAY

zero strength to express them.

suddenly i just want to dance those irritating thoughts away.

arghhs, freak freak freak.

2009-06-22T22:31:00.000-07:00

im so tired tired tired!!!!
=(( i hate my eye rings. gahhhs.!

anw, su camp was fun!! i love my group!
LETS CHEER, GONNA BE OKAY..
lol!! i got a lil tan now,
which means, my uneven tan was even more obvious now=X
arghhhs. shit. i need to go sentosa soon.!! lol.

NORTH SOUTH EAST WEST,
WHOSE THE BEST,
APPLE APPLE IS THE BESTTTTTTT!!!

haahahahahhaha

spot, turn, spot, turn and more spots and more turns.=)

2009-06-17T09:43:00.000-07:00

doing audit at SAS was tiring, but everything was worth the pain because i got to see stuffs i never thought i would see, like or experience before.
like climbing the rooftop to the cooling towers, enter the big big chiller plant, went up the top part of the audit stage where the stageman hang the props, and all the other interesting little rooms singapore schools will never have. =) SAS got their own theater classroom where there is a stage in the classroom for the drama club people, big big dance studio, game lan room, indoor gym and basketball court (like the one in HSM) 3 freaking big libraries, some with recording studio in it, and the list goes on....
hahahahhahahahaha
super cool and interesting,
i never thought i will see or observe stuffs like that.
DOPE SHIT.

went sexydiamond with martin, kev, ter, and jol before modern just now.
i want the shirttttttttttt!!! and the jacket, and the jeans, and the cap and the shirt again....
hahahhaha. the only sad thing is SD is getting more and more popular so much so that the bengs are starting to wear them ard. -_-

modern today was great as usual w ryan and his interesting way of teaching.=)
dinner afterwards with the juniors plus martin and keiths,
then movie with joanna, wj and hr.
ghosts of the girlfriend's past = nice show= must watch!!!!
LOL.
okay got to slp now. byeeeeeeeeeee

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=)

2009-06-15T23:08:00.001-07:00

session later!!!

i cant wait.

wanjia wants to dye her hair blonde.

and she is asking me to dye it with her.

shes crazy. =D

but since being normal and crazy is just one fine line apart,

why not.?! =)

RANDOM

2009-06-15T22:01:00.000-07:00

once upon a time..

american school got the weirdest furnitures

and craziest classrooms. hahahahha

didnt go to work today=X

i hate my head.

so random but these frequent headaches are killing me and my normal timetable.

sometimes even sleeping cant help=/

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

something is wrong with my head&%%&&%$#^*^&

LOL

2009-06-13T09:54:00.000-07:00

omg this is soooo random but looking throu all the random blogs make me realised a fact.
you shouldnt really care if anyone give a shit about you because it will only make you feel even more worst. =S

hahah. im not emoing.
its just a random thought. =)

2009-06-13T09:41:00.000-07:00

disappointment?

i guess not, its more of a numb feeling im getting.

after all, im already halfway to the finishing line,

there's no way im turning back. =X

2009-06-13T09:20:00.000-07:00

friday= went jap food court with cpg peeps for dinner+ rush down to sch for sessioning+ slacked at liting's condo pool
** SORRY IMAN, I KNOW U ARE MAD AT ME. =X i'll make it up somehow okay. S.O.R.R.Y!!

saturday (today) = hair extensions!+ hiphop 1st lesson+ ko night semi finals+ dinner at underground+ bus home.

=)))

2009-06-10T09:30:00.000-07:00

headache headache headache and more headache
when will these pains stop hunting me?!!!!!
!@#$%^!@#$!@#$%^!!!!

arghhhs.
anw, lst modern class today! i learn alot during ryan's class=)
im going to stretch stretch stretch everyday!!
no more slacking!
HAHHA. OKAY
I NEED MY REST NOW.
BYEEEEEEEEEE.

2009-06-07T09:41:00.000-07:00

we got new collections to the family,

so instead of the 2 lovely hamsters,

we got 2 more guinea pigs=))

thanks mummy!! =D

its supposed to be a present for bro,

but in the end we bought two because sis and me wanted one too! hahah

they are super cuteeeeeee!!!

lol. and MOST IMPORTANTLY they dont bite.

HAHAHAH.

omg. super love to mummy!

thanks for the pets and hair curler!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-06T21:29:00.000-07:00

I THINK, I LOST MY ABILITY TO CAMWHORE =((((

i used to take photos everywhere. and its really like EVERYWHERE.

the security cam in tutorials,

waiting to go out..

waiting for movie,

during lectures,

when i do nth..

waiting for friends to finish trying out their clothes,

slacking at the concourse,

doing work in tutorials,

in the toilet

and this is like 1/1000 photos i took.
just in 2 yrs, i got 5.51GB photos on myself.
WHAT THE HELL HAPPEN NOW?!
i miss camwhoring,
it shows how much i've grown throu these years
HAHAHAH.

2009-06-06T10:17:00.000-07:00

tpde night cycling ytd was fun=)
(thanks xp for sending me there!! sorry girls for nt joining u all for the icecream )
thou i like the previous one better. ( i miss cycling under those lanterns!)
hahah. im dead tired when we make our way back and i hate cycling on the side of the road esp when u are going with the traffic flow.
i hate it the most when cars zoom by=(
i freaked out every time a car passes us.arghhhh
ohwell, marina barrage was okay the view was nice thou, with many stars=)
hahaha. okay. shall update more when i got the photos!
________________________
ps: dance subaru = dope shit.
i feel like i just finished attending a dance theory lesson.
hahaha. cool=)
esp the part when she does her modern piece.
oh, and the club part with jaejoong singing. HAHA.

2009-05-31T05:47:00.000-07:00

just alil dose of happiness everyday.

i dont need the extremes.

just a small tiny lil one will do.

random

2009-05-30T22:54:00.000-07:00

i swear this is so random, so if you got no time for it, dont read.

HAHAHA.
I SUDDENLY THOUGHT OF

PAPER BEAR!!!

my motivation to reach school on time,

my energy booster for the day

my 12 storey topic as always

my 1/3 reason for studying late in school.

LOL.

i miss those times when everything is so simple.

little things that can make me feel so happy through out the day.

im still so ever easily contented

but im lacking of happy pills that can make me feel like before.

2009-05-30T21:33:00.000-07:00

COUSINS=)) lols.

friday= movie with may and iman.

love talking to them.

we should meet up more often=)

saturday= sun tanning with yanni, liza and sherry at cafedelmar + KO night last battle before semis + late night movies with family

i love the pool there even though its not exactly very clean.

its fun catching with w those girls.

lols. its been long ever since we hang out. we should do this more often. lol

ko night was dope today. lols

i see alot of people improving. for the better.

ppl breaking through their own comfort zone and seek for more.

pple enjoying dance as if its their last.

lols. i certainly look up to these people and hope that i too, will be like them =)

anw, the semis will be exciting yo.

i hope mummy wont choose tht day to go overseas.

if nt im going to miss the show=X

hahaha.

movie with family after that.

NATM2, i fell asleep halfway through the movie thou.

because i watched it before and im actually wornt out after a day of activities.

lols.

this week= lesser dance prac= more time to meet up with friends= realised how much im missing out. = i need to spend my time wisely.

okay got to go now.

BYEE=)