sometimes its better to stop running and wait.

i still remember the times in secondary school when all of us waited for each another during nafa 2.4km run. how we pull each other hands and run all the way to the finishing line. its okay if we are not the fastest runner in class because its the encouragements and process that matters.

ever since i came into poly, everything becomes so fast and exciting. sometimes its so overwhleming to the extend that i just lose my belief and get caught in the excitment.

as fun as it is when the rush was there, the aftermaths was terrible, the empty feeling with no comfort or warmth. just u and you and you.

its nth like the breakups in relationship, stress from daily life, the quarrels from families. cos when all these happens, if u still have someone there for u, u can still pull through.

its more of climbing all the way up and when u reach there, u realised tht there is no one beside u. no one understand the reason why u climb so high, no one there to enjoy ur joy with you. its just you you and you.

so for now, i want to quit the excitment, no i dun want the beautiful fireworks. i just want the warmth frm the sun.
so simple yet a tiring task to accomplish.