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FIONN.=)

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LOVES.

Groove to the music,
move with the flow.
the best way to express

HEARTS TALKING.




LOVABLES.

  • Amelia.
  • Jo.Goh
  • Wanjia.
  • Shermain.
  • Jocelyn.
  • Suria.lil-kc.
  • Liting.
  • Martin.
  • Ter.
  • Chansee.
  • Huijing.
  • Keiths.
  • Lavone.
  • Jerlyn.
  • Pearl.
  • Audrey.
  • Kevinn.
  • TPDE.
  • TPSU.
  • RINKU.
  • GROOVY ORANGE.

  • THE PAST.

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    Thursday, July 30, 2009






    even though the show got a predictedable story line,
    even though its just another typical love story with a tragic ending,
    even though i watch it like more than 3 times,
    even though its outdated now...
    but i still love the show alot. alot ALOT. ALOT
    hahaha.
    thanks estee for the photos!! lols.
    (im going to keep khj's one to myself! hah!)


    ANYWAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BFFAE, TAN PEIYUN!!!

    LOLS. IM SORRY IF WE DIDNT REALLY CELEBRATE IT BY GOING OUT BECAUSE OF OUR BUSY SCHEDULE AND HOPE U LIKE THE SUPRISE!!
    AHAHHA. SHIT. WE SHOULDNT ASKED UR SISTER TO GO DISTURB YOU.
    LOL. give you ur present on another day kays!! and UR DINNER TOO!=)

    THANKS FOR BEING A GREAT FRIEND TO ME <3
    (i'll always rmb the times when i bombarded you with all my problems, rantings, complains)
    thanks for being there whenever im feeling down.=)
    from the not too close sitting buddy in sec one,
    to the gossip buddy w weili in sec two,
    to same clique w many problems and fun and joy and tears and classic moments in sec three
    to friends that learn and grow tgt through all the tough times and fights we have in the past in sec four.
    we went on our own route soon after but nver failed to keep in contact.
    although its hard, but we tried and thankfully,
    our hardwork paid off and to today,
    the seventh yr of our friendship,
    im so proud to say, im lucky to have you as my friend, gossip buddy, happy pill, AND BFFAE=)
    BEST FRIEND FOREVER AND EVER.
    i hope the few of us will still stay as close
    till the point when we are all married with kids
    so that we can bring them out tgt and make sure they are friends with each another just like us.
    hahahah. loves!!!


    9:11 AM


    Wednesday, July 29, 2009


    was arranging my photos and happened to chance upon this photo.
    took this during the iitsc night walk for week zero.
    LOL.LOL.LOL.
    we look so retarded here.
    HAHAHA.
    MORE LIKE POW THEN THE SUPPOSINGLY GHOST.
    OMG.


    9:30 AM


    Tuesday, July 28, 2009


    some people got to search a lifetime for it.
    some don't.
    some work so hard to get what they want
    and some are just plain lucky
    so which one are you?.


    8:57 AM



    i travelled all the way from woodlands to novena, to city hall then to boonlay and lastly tamp today. OMG. its like a one day trip around the country today. HAH.

    anw, i think i learnt alot this year,
    from SIP, to dance, family and friends.
    some good some bad. i learn and i lose
    sometimes i just keep running and running and running till i dont even know where am i heading to anymore.
    i see the reality world and how people react to different kinds of situations
    and finally, i realised, i cannot stay inside my comfort zone anymore.
    its time to grow up.
    things wont fall into places like how they did in the past.
    i need to piece them tgt if i want it to be picture perfect.


    8:43 AM


    Monday, July 27, 2009

    im turning into a glutton soon!!=((
    shit. have been eating alot ever since friday.
    sushi lunch buffet, 56 plates
    and today, sakae buffet, 107 plates plus desert for a table for seven
    OH MY. thank god im still dancing everyday to burn away those irritating fats.


    anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIWEN!!
    HAHAH. HOPE U LIKE WHAT WE GOT FOR YOU!!=)



    suntec comp in less then a month now.
    go VONIQUE!
    WE CAN DO IT LOVES!!
    hahaha.
    training for gen's fyp later at nyp.
    arghhh. im going to take a long bus ride home later!
    okay. off to work now. byee people!!

    ps: i'll blog more often soon.
    hahahah. =)


    1:00 AM


    Wednesday, July 22, 2009


    went out with apple, fy, meiwei and rayna and tataa!
    i came across this ulu pandan road at holland v.
    okay, i know im slowww-_-
    but its just a cheap thrill i indulged myself in=)



    went science centre for da vinc exhibition on sunday with max, lishan, qiwen, patrick, benny and ben. =) i swear its super tiring to travel from one end of singapore to the other-_-
    hahaha. but im glad i went because i learn alot from tht trip=)
    i love the last super painting and the history behind everything.
    HAHAHAH. WHAT MORE TO SAY,
    DA VINC WAS A GENIUS.


    modern today was taught by mel because ryan couldnt make it.=X
    did the normal stretching and practice more on our turns and kicks=)
    JONAS WED CLASS after that at tcc
    thanks for teaching us the basic techniques for dance.
    open circle after that and comments for everyone.
    im glad i went for the session today.
    i learnt alot.
    =))

    PS: im super awake but i got to go to bed soon =S
    i got to be at khatib at 930 tmr.
    OH MY GOD.
    I BETTER WAKE UP ON TIME.
    OR ELSE JERLYN WILL KILL ME. =X
    ahahhahaha.
    BYEE`


    9:11 AM


    Tuesday, July 21, 2009

    guess what, one of the baby hamsters was dead because his/her father chew his/her head off.=X
    super disgusting uhhs. =(
    and at the same time saddening because that was the super lively and cute baby i have my eyes on.
    =(

    off for modern class now.
    BYEE`


    6:18 PM


    Sunday, July 19, 2009



    THE TALK IN TOWN NOW IS GETTING INTO UNI,
    orientations, new sch environment, new friends, new life

    whereas, im still stuck in work
    no, dun get me wrong, i still love TP and SIP
    but its the feelings that is so ever over whelming again.
    being a freshie all over again=)
    just like 2 years ago when i first step into tp
    im never going to miss my FO orientation when i got into uni,
    but hell where im i going to head to,
    overseas? local uni?
    somethings in the future are not meant to be revealed
    i hope i find my ans soon.=)!!!!


    7:16 PM


    Friday, July 17, 2009

    i dun like my bangs now=((
    took off my extensions ytd. i had fun shopping alone though.
    spend quite alot on clothes, hair treatment and hair cut.
    didnt really like the idea of shopping alone but i think i need some time for myself,
    so i decided to go shop around before the HP movie.
    im afraid, initially, but soon adapted to the fact that shopping doesnt have to be with friends and all, its okay to walk around town, looking at stuffs u like, taking ur own sweet time, slowing down your pace and people watch. =)


    rushed dwn to downtown for HP after that,
    the show was OKAY LAH.
    not that i dun like it but the fact that i read the book makes me expect way more than whats being shown on screen. but the fact that they TRIED to put every single detail in shows that its not that they dont want it to be long but they got their own rules and constraints.
    nevertheless, im still waiting for the 7th and last movie. it'll be good wont it?!
    im willing to wait, for the nicest effect and stoy plot.=)
    im sure nicole will agree with me. right cab buddy?!!!


    HAHAHHAHA.


    9:39 AM



    omg. HYUN JOONG IS SOOOOO CUTEEE!!!
    OMGOMGOMGOMG
    =))


    8:11 AM


    Thursday, July 16, 2009

    NEW BLOGSKIN IS <3!!!!!

    CREDITS TO JERLYN!!
    =))


    1:51 AM


    Tuesday, July 14, 2009

    despite trying so hard, i still, cannot get myself out of this empty and sad feeling im having since ytd. i feel so tired, wanting to go somewhere but my mind couldnt give me the answer. its always like that, isn't it. since primary to secondary to poly and now SIP, and im still as indecisve as ever, sometimes, i wonder, how much will one see to the fact that my indecisive-ness is because i don't want to lose any of my close ones.


    ps: i cabbed from changi to woodlands today. =((
    im BROKE.


    9:29 PM



    IM FREAKING LATE FOR WORK.
    SHIT


    5:47 PM



    STUPID BLOGGER HAS JUST DELETED MY POST.
    it supposed to be one of the emo days where i feel like blogging.
    but ohwells, blogger got it's reasons for not letting at post be seen by the public.

    anw, i finished reading HP and the deathly hallows for the 2nd time!
    and still, the story is still as exciting and addictive.
    going to catch the movie this week!
    I CANT WAITTTTTTT=)))
    OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

    now i feel empty because im like being suck out of the magical world i long to be in (i rather fight againist the dark wizards then to be in the reality world, anytime) it feels so weird.
    now i got to find sth else to keep me occupied.
    =X

    HP IS STILL THE BEST.
    WHOOO.


    10:06 AM


    Thursday, July 9, 2009

    RULE 1You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

    RULE 2You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!(So people reading this, if you want an explanation.. comment.)

    Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes , delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends to answer this.

    Then see what happens.--
    Asked someone to marry you--- innocent
    Kissed one of your Facebook friends?--- guilty
    Danced on a table in a bar?--- innocent
    Ever told a lie?--- guilty
    Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?--- guilty
    Ever kissed someone of the same sex?--- guilty
    Kissed a picture?--- guilty
    Slept in until 5 PM?--- guilty
    Fallen asleep at work/school?--- guilty
    Held a snake?--- innocent
    Been suspended from school?--- innocent
    Worked at a fast food restaurant?--- guilty
    Stolen from a store?--- guilty
    Been fired from a job?--- innocent
    Done something you regret?--- guilty
    Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?--- innocent
    Caught a snowflake on your tongue?--- innocent
    Kissed in the rain?--- innocent
    Sat on a roof top?--- guilty
    Kissed someone you shouldn't?--- innocent
    Sang in the shower?--- guilty
    Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?--- guilty
    Shaved your head?--- innocent
    Slept naked?--- innocent
    Had a boxing membership?--- innocent
    Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?--- guilty
    Been in a band?--- innocent
    Shot a gun?--- innocent
    Donated Blood?--- innocent
    Eaten alligator meat?--- innocent
    Eaten cheesecake?--- guilty
    Still love someone you shouldn't?--- innocent
    Have/had a tattoo?--- innocent
    Liked someone, but will never tell who?--- guilty
    Been too honest?--- guilty
    Ruined a surprise?--- guilty
    Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you cant walk afterwards?--- guilty
    Erased someone in your friends list?--- guilty
    Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?--- guilty
    Joined a pageant?--- innocent
    Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?--- guilty
    Had communication w/ your ex?--- innocent
    DATING Someone?--- innocent
    Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?--- innocent
    A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney/tricycle fare?--- innocent
    Get totally angry that you cried so hard?--- guilty
    Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?--- guilty
    Thought about suicide?--- innocent
    Thought about murder?--- innocent
    How bout mass murder?--- innocent
    Tried illegal drugs and the like?--- innocent
    Rode on a stranger's vehicle?--- innocent
    Stalked someone?--- guilty
    Been so drunk that you forget things that happened while you were intoxicated?--- innocent
    Had a girlfriend/boyfriend?--- guilty


    hahahahha. omg. im soooo bored.
    but i dun want to tag people (LAZY)
    HAHAHHA. SO TAG URSELF KAYS!!


    10:54 PM




    I FOUND ANOTHER BIMBO AT WORK!!
    HAHAHAHHAHA


    8:38 PM



    I THINK, CLUB IS THE BEST PLACE TO FREE YOUR BODY AND REALLY JUST DANCE, DANCE AND DANCE.=)

    im bored with my blog skin already, white is so... BORING.
    hahha. i want a new skin!!
    shall ask sis to create one for me. =)
    anw, i think im blogging more and more superfical stuffs on my blog instead of my inner thoughts and feelings. maybe im just tired of going through every single feelings all over again, feeling the same way i feel, be it sad or happy, haha.
    oh well, shall see how things go then,
    and i think i need more pictures here.
    its getting more and more wordy and boring!!!
    hahahahhahahah

    byee


    8:12 PM


    Wednesday, July 8, 2009


    when darkness lurks between the both sides
    and shadow is nowhere to be found.
    day after day,
    no matter how much i wanted it.
    its still the same.


    10:20 AM



    omg. super long didnt blog already!!! =X
    anw, short updates!

    friday- went big sales with mf, qiwen, and max, then sleepover with bffaes=)
    saturday- dance training, gen's fyp training, dinner and arcade
    sunday- family day!
    monday- open class at studio wu, candy's class=))
    tuesday- met up with mummy, then home early!
    wedensday- modern class, dinner then home!

    ryan class today was good.
    i love hearing his words of encouragements.
    i wont give up. hes right about the fact that things wont get any worst
    we will and can only climb up, improve and feel more.
    =))

    i hope things wont get as complicated.
    why is life so weird in its own way,
    sometimes, being simple is the best medicine.
    isnt it so.


    10:12 AM


    Sunday, July 5, 2009

    i think i lost my blogging bug. =((
    i've got a writer block. rahhhh!!

    shall update about my weekend after i get them back.


    8:10 PM



    i got a wonderful dream today!!!!

    HAHAHAHHA.
    I DREAMT OF KIM HYUN JOONG=)
    LOLS!!


    8:00 PM


    Friday, July 3, 2009

    " you know you are in love when you cant fall asleep. because finally, reality is better than your dreams."


    1:10 AM


    Thursday, July 2, 2009


    a picture speaks a thousand words.
    & i just need to pick afew of them out.
    im just tired.
    of thinking and trying to convince everyone else including myself
    that fairytales always have a happy ending.
    ___
    im not angry, or sad
    i think im just empty.
    once in a while, i think i need consoling and directions too.
    ______________
    i think im seeing bits and pieces of myself.


    12:41 AM