how nice would it be if
im your tinker bell
you are my peter pan.
and we'll fly off to never never land.
but its a pity,
life doesnt work that way
things can never be as perfect
even diamonds have their own flaws.
let alone humans.
♥ 8:13 AM
when the time comes,
the gate will open and hopefully papa will be there to guide you.
so just give him your hands,
close your eyes,
and make your way up to paradise.
at least, its less painful up there.
you will be free.
i'll miss you, yeye.
♥ 8:36 PM
i think pictures express way better than words.
at least, it stays=))
♥ 4:37 AM
i wonder, if i can over look the flaws one have and accept whoever he/she is like.
its hard, really, esp when u seek for perfection. no it isnt wrong to aim for 100% who doesnt want to aim high, its just whether if you are willing to settle for the second best.
**BTP, i know its hard, really. i know because im gg through the same thing too. whether or not to accept or to come to terms with it, its ur choice, ur decision. but i'll be there for you!
and yes, you are right, an escape is what we need the most now. i cant wait!!
♥ 10:35 AM
BLINDED BY THE TRUTH.
i miss the school days where i'll just attend lesson in the morning, slack w my classmates during breaks, head to lounge after school for awhile, then find the clique or dance peeps to chill out then meet six at mushroom for empire dinner or su dinner/gathering.
i miss the feeling of saying hi to everyone in school, going crazy with pple, treating tp like my home. i miss the "i dont care how tak glam i look" and the camp language we use in school =X
i miss the sunset sessions and SP and htht session with besties at bus concourse. awww.. i just freaking miss the other "me" the me that was hidden ever since SIP and dance came in. now that SIP is gone, im going to find that side of me back. its the key to the crazy side of me, and i want it back.
♥ 9:13 PM
ALL THANKS TO MY LOVELY MAIN DARL FOR ALL THE PHOTOS TAKEN THT NIGHT=)
hahaha. i had fun.
and we should do this again! friday movie=)
ME, MAIN AND JO
JO AND HR sweet!
WEIRONG U SUPER IRRITATING!!lol
♥ 9:19 AM
i dont want to leave this blog hanging like that but i couldnt blog well while using jerriel's computer. writer's block? i guess so.
anyway, i had an eventful week. really. omg. baking sessions, shopping trips, clubbing session, dance, birthday party, suntec finals etc. so much things had happend last week. and i cant wait to blog everything out. you see, feelings are important, but they changed. eg, i can feel happy now but angry later on, so its impossible for me to blogged out how i feel. but the memories stay. happy ones, sad ones, impactful ones, meaningful ones and everlasting ones. its sth i would like to keep, and take them out to reminise when im old w wrinkles. hahaha. then, i'll show my grandchildren all the fun times i had once had in my life. =))
hahah. fixing my lappy tmr=)
till then ~
♥ 9:44 AM
BUBBLES MAKE ME HAPPY=)
i hope they do for you too.
i hate my blog more and more now. why can everyone else blogged out their own thoughts so openly? and what izzit that is stopping me from doing so too. =X often i asked myself that question but yet did i get a reply.
and yes, certain things i got to find my own answers, take my own path and bear my own decisions. i know its hard. but i need o carry on because there is no way i can take the return route now. so bless me.=)
♥ 11:27 AM
i miss vonique and our trainings and all those bim/himbotics moments!
aww.. now that the rest of them got combase and the rest with sip
i felt sooooo BORED!! arghhh
AFTER A LONG THOUGHT, i decided to take away that post i made ealier, so its okay if u didnt see it and those who did, just act like u didnt =)
♥ 8:45 AM
i've got plenty=)
dance class today ( was so disappointed at myself, was totally off form today. =X), lunch with tpde peeps, head dwn to dynasty travel with lt, then to iceskating=)
anw, japan trip is cancelled!!=(
the tour agent called us and said that there wasnt enough people to form the grp.
so we decided to go korea in the end.
okay yes i went there before like so many times.
but this time round is different
its not in the winter, im going over to jeju island and im not going with my family!
BTP, i cant wait YO! lols.
the turkey trip can wait.
its far too long for a trip there now. omg. =)
LOL. okay uhhs. got to slp now.
if nt i'll be late tmr.
♥ 11:36 AM
after sooooo long, finally, we met up for supposingly prawning but in the end prata and k session.
attendance: me, shortie, liza, ql and long, joe, jeff, kaijuan, queenie, badd and chun chun.
thats like jeff's friend which joined us for karaoke.=)
himbo and auntie!
the guys. HAHA. CHUN CHUN SHAVED BOTAK!
see ya soon kays! tc in army!
meet up soon pple, next up sentosa?!! LOL.
♥ 10:03 AM
once again back to the indecisive moments where i dont really know what to choose or rather be like. and this time round i cant really ask anyone for opnions because after all, its just me facing the consequences alone.
okay. gtg for modern now.
im going to screw up my chero. shit
♥ 1:55 AM
A RANDOM POST=)
i think this is just enough for me to slp in with.
i need no pillow and boaster no more. =)
♥ 1:22 AM
i am such an easily contented girl =)
♥ 9:37 PM
went for combase auditions just now.
saw the juniors audit for the items and cant help but wonder are we like that one year ago.
looking back at the time when we are all freaked out when it comes to auditions.
dancing seems soo hard and unbelievable for me.
after all that i've gone through in this one year,
letting dance into my life. &
now something i cannt live without.
now that suntec has come to an end for VONIQUE
its time for me to brush up my skills again,
free style, i still haven totally free myself from the external factors yet.
and techniques. omg. i need to go for more open class and session people!!
oschool recital up next,
and japan trip,
and design courses!!
omg. so much to catch up on.
as usual, so litle time.
ps: im going prawning tmr!!!=)
♥ 10:33 AM
"It is better to lose your pride to the one you love than to lose the one you love to your pride."
♥ 1:46 AM
i finally got joanna's link right!!
♥ 3:21 AM
you learn from the smallest mistake to be the greater man ahead.
how is it like to stop wearing knee guards and truely enjoy urself
is the pain from falling bearable enough for you
♥ 1:37 AM
i just want to type something now.
so here i am=)
CONGRATS TO APPENDIX D !!
OMG. FINALS=) JIAYOU OKAYS!
and for those who didnt get in (which i personally think they really should,)
dun fret, and cheer up.
i really think u guys did great.
triple t, RJR, FN, ter, joey, and jean
(okay, i dun think they willever read this but oh wells=) haha)
got to go back to work now.
closing for the shop then off home for a nice long bathe.
something im looking forward to, after a long tired day out.
PS: I HATE MY HAIR NOW. SUPER SHORT FRINGE CAN!!! OMGGGGGGGGG.
PS2: party next friday with NWES, outing with besties, dancing, and open class next week!
♥ 7:36 AM
yes, i haven been blogging about everything that happens,
last day of attachment,
suntec competition heats,
TRIP TO JAPAN,
cinderalla story- iceskating.
monday shopping trip with BTP,
tuesday outing with VONIQUE,SAPPHIRE, BI and AFTER SEVEN to Kbox or movie then dinner.
and ytd, helping out at shop.
shall update soon when i upload all the photos.
after all, whats a proper post without any photos=)
♥ 9:25 PM
somehow, it becomes something i cannot leave without now, period.
haven been dancing for 3 days and i feel,
super weird and uneasy.
i used to say, dance is not going to be my everything.
im not to going to dance in my future,
im not going to see it as a career,
but little do i know,
how addicted im i to it.
maybe its just a passing phrase,
maybe its everything to me.
♥ 9:17 PM
new blogskin DONE=))
simple and plain. i like.
and i think it feels more like me now.
a place for after thoughts?!
DRAMA CRAZE NOW.
ps: thanks to suria and serene, now im addicted to meichan no shitsuji!!
i want a butler too!!
♥ 9:40 AM