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:))

glitter

FIONN.=)

forbidden to remember,terrified to forget'

LOVES.

Groove to the music,
move with the flow.
the best way to express

HEARTS TALKING.




LOVABLES.

  • Amelia.
  • Jo.Goh
  • Wanjia.
  • Shermain.
  • Jocelyn.
  • Suria.lil-kc.
  • Liting.
  • Martin.
  • Ter.
  • Chansee.
  • Huijing.
  • Keiths.
  • Lavone.
  • Jerlyn.
  • Pearl.
  • Audrey.
  • Kevinn.
  • TPDE.
  • TPSU.
  • RINKU.
  • GROOVY ORANGE.

  • THE PAST.

    May 2009
    June 2009
    July 2009
    August 2009
    September 2009
    October 2009
    November 2009

    CREDITS.

    Layout: Kary-yan/Missyan.
    Hosts: x o x

    Thursday, August 27, 2009

    one day left before i officially end my attachment. OMG.
    TIME FILES.
    =X


    by next week, i will be free to meet up with pple i've been missing.
    have time to catch up with each other's life.
    have time to help mummy out,
    have time to do things i like
    have time for myself.
    wooowwwww~


    PS:OSCHOOL RECITAL RESULTS IS STILL NOT OUT!!
    OMG,im being alil too paranoid about it alrdy.
    =X rahhhhhhhhh


    2:14 AM


    Wednesday, August 26, 2009


    I CAN HEAR THE RAIN SHOWER OUTSIDE MY WINDOWS.
    its so, peaceful.
    i haven feel like that for so long.
    so peaceful, so quiet.
    =)


    12:08 PM






    before training started just now,
    we were talking about our secondary schools,
    and guess what,
    IM SO GLAD I WENT CORAL.
    even though the school song sucks
    the school rules are so stupid and dumb
    and its not one of the best school in town,
    the memories i had with the people and the building is irreplaceable.


    ps: we actually drew on our a maths practice paper.
    cool or what?! SUPER LOVE!


    11:05 AM


    Saturday, August 22, 2009

    OMG.
    i think blogger had encounter some problems with dwnloading pictures now=(
    rahhh!!! anw, i just realised i didnt really blogged for a week now=X
    haha. was too busy sip-ing in the day and dancing at night.
    by the time i reached home im like dead tired to even blog anymore.


    anw, monday was main bday, so joce and me went over to her house at 11.30pm to give her her last surprise before she ends her bday=) i hope u like what we planned for you darl, even thou its abit last min and short celebration.
    haha.
    LOVE YOU MY BEST GIRLFRIEND=)



    ps: OSCHOOL RECITAL AUDITIONS LATER!!
    =x AHHHHHHH!!!


    5:54 PM


    Tuesday, August 18, 2009



    A PICTURE SAYS A THOUSAND WORDS.
    THE PAST IS MISSED.


    8:36 AM


    Monday, August 17, 2009





    OKAY. STH IS WRONG WITH BLOGGER.
    I CANNOT VIEW MY PHOTOS =(
    arghhh.
    anw, VONIQUE GOT INTO THE HEATS=)
    hahaha. and congrats to the rest who got in too!
    sapphire, basic instinct, senior's team and the rest who got in!=))
    and for the rest who didnt
    dun be sad, u guys did a great job. really=))
    eulene's bday celebration on sunday
    and darling main's bday today!


    shall update more when i reached home
    hahaha. off from work now!
    BYEE=)

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    2:31 AM


    Thursday, August 13, 2009



    mummy and uncle told me that today is INTERNATIONAL LEFT HANDED DAY=)
    LOL. SUPER COOL uhhs.
    ps: stats have shown that 2500 left handed people are killed from right handed products each year. OMG.
    HELLO, START MAKING LEFT HANDED PRODUCTS, INVENTORS!!
    USER FRIENDLY YO.
    hahahahha


    2:19 AM





    For the 1st time of my 19 years living,
    I decided to step out of my own comfort zone and try something different,
    Free styling, competing in competitions and trying out new styles and genres.
    It’s hard, it always is.
    All the opposing factors I got to face,
    Sometimes it gets so hard so much so that giving up becomes one of the options I seriously consider.
    BUT THANK GOD,
    Im glad I didn’t in the end=)

    SUNTEC COMP on Saturday, which is, 2 days away. =X
    OMG. I seriously hope I wont screw up.
    I wont I wont I wont.
    Its going to turn out fine.
    After all that we’ve gone through
    =) we can do it.


    1:42 AM


    Wednesday, August 12, 2009





    My name is Sarah
    I am but three,
    my eyes are swollen
    I cannot see .
    I must be stupid,
    I must be bad,
    what else could have made
    my daddy so mad?


    I wish I were better,
    I wish I weren't ugly,
    then maybe my Mommy
    would still want to hug me.


    I can't speak at all,
    I can't do a wrong
    or else I'm locked up
    all the day long.


    When I awake I'm all alone
    the house is dark
    my folks aren't home.


    When my Mommy does come
    I'll try and be nice,
    so maybe I'll get just
    one whipping tonight.


    Don't make a sound!
    I just heard a car
    my daddy is back
    from Charlie's Bar.


    I hear him curse
    my name he calls
    I press myself
    against the wall…
    I try and hide
    from his evil eyes
    I'm so afraid now
    I'm starting to cry.


    He finds me weeping
    he shouts ugly words,
    he says its my fault
    that he suffers at work.


    He slaps me and hits me
    and yells at me more,
    I finally get free
    and I run for the door.


    He's already locked it
    and I start to bawl,
    he takes me and throws me
    against the hard wall.
    I fall to the floor
    with my bones nearly broken,
    and my daddy continues
    with more bad words spoken.


    'I'm sorry!' I scream
    but its now much too late
    his face has been twisted
    into unimaginable hate.


    The hurt and the pain
    again and again
    oh please God, have mercy!
    oh please let it end!


    And he finally stops
    and heads for the door,
    while I lay there motionless
    sprawled on the floor.


    My name is Sarah
    and I am but three,
    tonight my daddy
    murdered me.
    _______________________

    why are there people of the extremes living in this world.?
    sadistic bunch of freaks.


    7:23 PM


    Tuesday, August 11, 2009


    MUMMY!! <3!>
    SIS AND BRO. omg. cool uhhs=)

    BIBI DARLING=)
    ONE OF THE BABIES, (NAME UNKNOWN) HAHAHHA.

    taking photos with SLR is a total new experience.
    clear, sharp and wow.
    now i just got to brush up my photography skills.
    LOL. i got to learn,
    how to take beautiful photos.
    so that i can keep them for memory sake.

    PS: i learn how to take photos. not just be in them.
    BUT, it'll be perfect if DSLR can take self shot uhhs.
    HAHAHA.
    OKAY. I STILL WANT TO BE IN THE PHOTOS IF POSSIBLE.
    eh, its good to be ALIL self obessed.
    LOL.

    ps2: training today was productive.
    hope we will carry on like that throughout.
    VONIQUE <3!!>
    jiayou people! 4 more days=)
    same goes to the other teams too!!
    martin's grp, jesscy's grp, nicole's grp, and the senior's grp!!
    we can do it=)



    9:51 AM


    Sunday, August 9, 2009


    so much to say.
    lil that i can voiced out.


    6:58 PM




    HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLFRIEND=)
    with much love!<3
    from unknown strangers to TPDE juniors, DRC, TPDE seniors then to VONIQUE=)
    im really glad we take the effort to know each other.
    take care babe and see ya later!!
    HAHAHHA.






    11:29 AM




    Butterfly effect
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    For other uses, see Butterfly effect (disambiguation).


    Point attractors in 2D phase space.
    The butterfly effect is a phrase that encapsulates the more technical notion of sensitive dependence on initial conditions in chaos theory. Small variations of the initial condition of a dynamical system may produce large variations in the long term behavior of the system. This is sometimes presented as esoteric behavior, but can be exhibited by very simple systems: for example, a ball placed at the crest of a hill might roll into any of several valleys depending on slight differences in initial position.
    It is a common subject in fiction when presenting scenarios involving time travel and with "what if" scenarios where one storyline diverges at the moment of a seemingly minor event resulting in two significantly different outcomes.


    this is the time when all the 'what ifs' started coming out
    what if i did this, what if i did that.
    sometimes, i cant helped but too, imagine or rather wonder what will happen if i can go back to the past and change what ever that happened 12 yrs ago.
    everything will be different now.
    i will never know who ever i know now.
    all my childhood memories will changed, like totally.
    omg. will i ever want that to happen.
    sometimes i wonder.
    =X
    a tough decision.


    ps: btw, i really think this is a good movie.
    hahaha. im craving for part two now.
    shall head over to the fair tmr at dwn town to get it=)
    HAHAHA.
    OKAY OFF TO BED NOW
    NIGHTS PEOPLE.


    10:55 AM


    Saturday, August 8, 2009


    HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!

    LOL.
    finally, a day without dance. (dont get me wrong. i still love dancing alot.)
    a day to relax and put time in other stuffs=)
    suntec's coming and i know we cant affort to slack.
    but today, is a good day to relax and rest our body.

    gg out with fam now.
    byee=)


    9:57 PM


    Thursday, August 6, 2009


    understanding is not enough,
    i need the encouragement.
    whats everything without an assurance.
    if you know me,
    u should know how insecure i feel everytime sth happens.
    how sensitive am i to each and every actions.
    and how can i link every single un relavant details in my head tgt
    and come to a conclusion that is so ever out of the world.
    however, if you really know me,
    i wont have to start on this blog post at all.
    we are stubborn,
    i know, we all are, after all, its in the blood.


    10:20 AM


    Wednesday, August 5, 2009


    i'll wait till the day when i can do whatever i want
    till then,
    will be the day when i can go back to the right side.
    the place where i always long to be at.
    =)


    dream of the best.
    the journey by mary oliver


    One day you finally knew
    What you had to do, and began
    Though the voices around you
    Kept shouting Their bad advice -
    Though the whole house
    Began to tremble
    And you felt the old tug
    At your ankles
    "Mend my life!"
    Each voice cried.
    But you didn't stop.
    You knew what you had to do,
    Though the wind pried
    With its stiff fingers
    At the very foundations,
    Though their melancholy
    Was terrible.
    It was already lateEnough,
    and a wild night,
    And the road full of fallen stones.

    But little by little,
    As you left their voices behind,
    The stars began to burn
    Through the sheets of clouds,
    And there was a new voice,
    Which you slowly recognized as your own,
    That kept you company
    As you strode deeper and deeperInto the world,
    Determined to do
    The only thing you could do
    -Determined to save
    The only life you could save.
    cool shit=)


    1:27 AM


    Tuesday, August 4, 2009


    I dont know how much stronger can i go anymore.
    theres' a reason why words like limits, maximum etc exist.
    i need a break through.
    an enlightment.


    4:10 PM




    SURIA =)


    CHANSEE=)



    VERON=)


    AH JESS=)
    hahaha. okay, i just want to intro them officially on my blog.=)
    LOL.






    9:06 AM


    Monday, August 3, 2009



    HELLO im back to blogging now=)

    hahah. i need to make a point to blog if i can everyday.

    having your mind cramp with thoughts and words you want to say isnt really a good thing to feel. so might as well, find some time and blog it out yeah?!!


    ANYWAY, i think im the lowest but IM HAPPY THAT WE PULL OFF THAT GARDEN ASIA PERFORMANCE LAST SATURDAY!!

    last min trainings,

    late night supper/dinner,

    stupid random jokes,

    crazy camwhoring

    everything is worth it=)

    presenting HIDDEN AGENDA..

    AH J, ME, CHANSEE, VERON, AND SURIA!!
    a wonderful get away on a sunny saturday
    away from the city,
    away from the technologies,
    away from the crowd
    away from everything=)
    super beautiful place uhhs.
    and we were discussing how nice izzit if we can just move in and stay there.
    they got everything,
    kitchen, toilet, living room,
    oh, i think we need the beds
    then it'll be P R E F E C T!
    LOL.
    so, with gen's fyp down,
    whats left is suntec now.
    VONIQUE!!
    we can do it right?!! after so much we've been through,
    things that only we can feel it,
    the commitments, the problems we faced
    if all these are the worst,
    what more we cant overcome=)
    <3!!!


    5:24 PM