Simplicity.

one day left before i officially end my attachment. OMG.
TIME FILES.
=X

by next week, i will be free to meet up with pple i've been missing.
have time to catch up with each other's life.
have time to help mummy out,
have time to do things i like
have time for myself.
wooowwwww~

PS:OSCHOOL RECITAL RESULTS IS STILL NOT OUT!!
OMG,im being alil too paranoid about it alrdy.
=X rahhhhhhhhh

♥ 2:14 AM

I CAN HEAR THE RAIN SHOWER OUTSIDE MY WINDOWS.
its so, peaceful.
i haven feel like that for so long.
so peaceful, so quiet.
=)

♥ 12:08 PM

before training started just now,
we were talking about our secondary schools,
and guess what,
IM SO GLAD I WENT CORAL.
even though the school song sucks
the school rules are so stupid and dumb
and its not one of the best school in town,
the memories i had with the people and the building is irreplaceable.

ps: we actually drew on our a maths practice paper.
cool or what?! SUPER LOVE!

♥ 11:05 AM

OMG.
i think blogger had encounter some problems with dwnloading pictures now=(
rahhh!!! anw, i just realised i didnt really blogged for a week now=X
haha. was too busy sip-ing in the day and dancing at night.
by the time i reached home im like dead tired to even blog anymore.

anw, monday was main bday, so joce and me went over to her house at 11.30pm to give her her last surprise before she ends her bday=) i hope u like what we planned for you darl, even thou its abit last min and short celebration.
haha.
LOVE YOU MY BEST GIRLFRIEND=)

ps: OSCHOOL RECITAL AUDITIONS LATER!!
=x AHHHHHHH!!!

♥ 5:54 PM

A PICTURE SAYS A THOUSAND WORDS.
THE PAST IS MISSED.

♥ 8:36 AM

OKAY. STH IS WRONG WITH BLOGGER.
I CANNOT VIEW MY PHOTOS =(
arghhh.
anw, VONIQUE GOT INTO THE HEATS=)
hahaha. and congrats to the rest who got in too!
sapphire, basic instinct, senior's team and the rest who got in!=))
and for the rest who didnt
dun be sad, u guys did a great job. really=))
eulene's bday celebration on sunday
and darling main's bday today!

shall update more when i reached home
hahaha. off from work now!
BYEE=)

Labels: VONIQUE

♥ 2:31 AM

mummy and uncle told me that today is INTERNATIONAL LEFT HANDED DAY=)
LOL. SUPER COOL uhhs.
ps: stats have shown that 2500 left handed people are killed from right handed products each year. OMG.
HELLO, START MAKING LEFT HANDED PRODUCTS, INVENTORS!!
USER FRIENDLY YO.
hahahahha

♥ 2:19 AM

For the 1st time of my 19 years living,
I decided to step out of my own comfort zone and try something different,
Free styling, competing in competitions and trying out new styles and genres.
It’s hard, it always is.
All the opposing factors I got to face,
Sometimes it gets so hard so much so that giving up becomes one of the options I seriously consider.
BUT THANK GOD,
Im glad I didn’t in the end=)

SUNTEC COMP on Saturday, which is, 2 days away. =X
OMG. I seriously hope I wont screw up.
I wont I wont I wont.
Its going to turn out fine.
After all that we’ve gone through
=) we can do it.

♥ 1:42 AM

My name is Sarah
I am but three,
my eyes are swollen
I cannot see .
I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
what else could have made
my daddy so mad?

I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
then maybe my Mommy
would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all,
I can't do a wrong
or else I'm locked up
all the day long.

When I awake I'm all alone
the house is dark
my folks aren't home.

When my Mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
so maybe I'll get just
one whipping tonight.

Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
my daddy is back
from Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse
my name he calls
I press myself
against the wall…
I try and hide
from his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping
he shouts ugly words,
he says its my fault
that he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me
and yells at me more,
I finally get free
and I run for the door.

He's already locked it
and I start to bawl,
he takes me and throws me
against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
with my bones nearly broken,
and my daddy continues
with more bad words spoken.

'I'm sorry!' I scream
but its now much too late
his face has been twisted
into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain
again and again
oh please God, have mercy!
oh please let it end!

And he finally stops
and heads for the door,
while I lay there motionless
sprawled on the floor.

My name is Sarah
and I am but three,
tonight my daddy
murdered me.
_______________________

why are there people of the extremes living in this world.?
sadistic bunch of freaks.

♥ 7:23 PM

MUMMY!! <3!>

SIS AND BRO. omg. cool uhhs=)

BIBI DARLING=)

ONE OF THE BABIES, (NAME UNKNOWN) HAHAHHA.

taking photos with SLR is a total new experience.

clear, sharp and wow.

now i just got to brush up my photography skills.

LOL. i got to learn,

how to take beautiful photos.

so that i can keep them for memory sake.

PS: i learn how to take photos. not just be in them.

BUT, it'll be perfect if DSLR can take self shot uhhs.

HAHAHA.

OKAY. I STILL WANT TO BE IN THE PHOTOS IF POSSIBLE.

eh, its good to be ALIL self obessed.

LOL.

ps2: training today was productive.

hope we will carry on like that throughout.

VONIQUE <3!!>

jiayou people! 4 more days=)

same goes to the other teams too!!

martin's grp, jesscy's grp, nicole's grp, and the senior's grp!!

we can do it=)

♥ 9:51 AM

Sunday, August 9, 2009

so much to say.
lil that i can voiced out.

♥ 6:58 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLFRIEND=)
with much love!<3
from unknown strangers to TPDE juniors, DRC, TPDE seniors then to VONIQUE=)
im really glad we take the effort to know each other.
take care babe and see ya later!!
HAHAHHA.

♥ 11:29 AM

Butterfly effect
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For other uses, see Butterfly effect (disambiguation).

Point attractors in 2D phase space.
The butterfly effect is a phrase that encapsulates the more technical notion of sensitive dependence on initial conditions in chaos theory. Small variations of the initial condition of a dynamical system may produce large variations in the long term behavior of the system. This is sometimes presented as esoteric behavior, but can be exhibited by very simple systems: for example, a ball placed at the crest of a hill might roll into any of several valleys depending on slight differences in initial position.
It is a common subject in fiction when presenting scenarios involving time travel and with "what if" scenarios where one storyline diverges at the moment of a seemingly minor event resulting in two significantly different outcomes.

this is the time when all the 'what ifs' started coming out
what if i did this, what if i did that.
sometimes, i cant helped but too, imagine or rather wonder what will happen if i can go back to the past and change what ever that happened 12 yrs ago.
everything will be different now.
i will never know who ever i know now.
all my childhood memories will changed, like totally.
omg. will i ever want that to happen.
sometimes i wonder.
=X
a tough decision.

ps: btw, i really think this is a good movie.
hahaha. im craving for part two now.
shall head over to the fair tmr at dwn town to get it=)
HAHAHA.
OKAY OFF TO BED NOW
NIGHTS PEOPLE.

♥ 10:55 AM

Saturday, August 8, 2009

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!

LOL.

finally, a day without dance. (dont get me wrong. i still love dancing alot.)

a day to relax and put time in other stuffs=)

suntec's coming and i know we cant affort to slack.

but today, is a good day to relax and rest our body.

gg out with fam now.

byee=)

♥ 9:57 PM

Thursday, August 6, 2009

understanding is not enough,
i need the encouragement.
whats everything without an assurance.
if you know me,
u should know how insecure i feel everytime sth happens.
how sensitive am i to each and every actions.
and how can i link every single un relavant details in my head tgt
and come to a conclusion that is so ever out of the world.
however, if you really know me,
i wont have to start on this blog post at all.
we are stubborn,
i know, we all are, after all, its in the blood.

♥ 10:20 AM

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

i'll wait till the day when i can do whatever i want

till then,

will be the day when i can go back to the right side.

the place where i always long to be at.

=)

dream of the best.

the journey by mary oliver

One day you finally knew

What you had to do, and began

Though the voices around you

Kept shouting Their bad advice -

Though the whole house

Began to tremble

And you felt the old tug

At your ankles

"Mend my life!"

Each voice cried.

But you didn't stop.

You knew what you had to do,

Though the wind pried

With its stiff fingers

At the very foundations,

Though their melancholy

Was terrible.

It was already lateEnough,

and a wild night,

And the road full of fallen stones.

But little by little,

As you left their voices behind,

The stars began to burn

Through the sheets of clouds,

And there was a new voice,

Which you slowly recognized as your own,

That kept you company

As you strode deeper and deeperInto the world,

Determined to do

The only thing you could do

-Determined to save

The only life you could save.

cool shit=)

♥ 1:27 AM

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

I dont know how much stronger can i go anymore.

theres' a reason why words like limits, maximum etc exist.

i need a break through.

an enlightment.

♥ 4:10 PM

SURIA =)

CHANSEE=)

VERON=)

AH JESS=)

hahaha. okay, i just want to intro them officially on my blog.=)

LOL.

♥ 9:06 AM

Monday, August 3, 2009

HELLO im back to blogging now=)

hahah. i need to make a point to blog if i can everyday.

having your mind cramp with thoughts and words you want to say isnt really a good thing to feel. so might as well, find some time and blog it out yeah?!!

ANYWAY, i think im the lowest but IM HAPPY THAT WE PULL OFF THAT GARDEN ASIA PERFORMANCE LAST SATURDAY!!

last min trainings,

late night supper/dinner,

stupid random jokes,

crazy camwhoring

everything is worth it=)

presenting HIDDEN AGENDA..

AH J, ME, CHANSEE, VERON, AND SURIA!!

a wonderful get away on a sunny saturday

away from the city,

away from the technologies,

away from the crowd

away from everything=)

super beautiful place uhhs.

and we were discussing how nice izzit if we can just move in and stay there.

they got everything,

kitchen, toilet, living room,

oh, i think we need the beds

then it'll be P R E F E C T!

LOL.

so, with gen's fyp down,

whats left is suntec now.

VONIQUE!!

we can do it right?!! after so much we've been through,

things that only we can feel it,

the commitments, the problems we faced

if all these are the worst,

what more we cant overcome=)

<3!!!

♥ 5:24 PM